what if our heart got so numb that we start caring less if we fail - knowing we'll fail but still we go for it. one more time, one last time and once again - over again until we feel alive. we aren't fools, it would be foolish to think we wouldn't fail and still go for it - but we know better, right? it's not the thrill nor is it an ego boost we are after - our biggest need is to run free, to run 1000 miles at once just so we can lay on the floor all sweaty and breathless, feeling how our heart pumps the last bit of blood through our veins. we are all fine by ourselves, we live independency with every breath we take, with every mile we run - a pointless run isn't it? just to feel alive again, just to release our inner pressure of running free. once more, once again and over again.
a tamer in a cage with a lion without his whip - total fool, right? - living naivete on two feet
life often pressures us to be mature in everything we do, everything we say or think - let a bird out of the cage and it will return sometimes, but after it discovers what freedom really means it will fly for an unknown time - as far as it wants to, wherever it wants to. we pressure ourselves with the expectations of others, because we give them so much power, because we don't want to disappoint because we don't want to hurt because we care more about their feelings than about our own. but we do hurt, by lying about our true needs and feelings just so we can keep up that happy smile one more day - one more day without failing one more day without disappointing. whatever got us to this point, may it be rational or irrational, we didn't chose to get overcome by this sudden rush of rebellion. we try to fight it, starting a rebellion against rebellion - but where do we run, do we run out - out of sanity, out of power, out of cowardice, out of nerves?
where do we go..... i don't know about you but i'm running out
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