what is it that reassures you that you know me, that you know every little move, every little respond of my mind? it's meaningless, it's pointless, it's irrational - because you were wrong. i was wrong, we were wrong, they were wrong.
you can bet all u got that after the 60th second it all starts with the first second of the next minute - and I bet in insanity that i didn't want to be in a relationship weeks ago. i was there, talkin loudly to myself, cheeky smile... oh we know that look in our eyes when we release our inner rebel or maybe you know her by the name inner bitch. like a fox, just right before we go and kill that chicken we sit there, with a grin from ear to ear... knowing we are about to do something.
i was so sure that all i wanted was to run free, to run out of breath, out of sanity - just so i can lay on that floor and say "i'm single, i'm free, now fuck off and let me be me" - i was so in mind madness to the point that just a little word, just a little something could cause me to burst out like godzilla - i felt cornered, cornered in a situation i didn't like to be in with this person. but here we go with our lessons learned "unhappy? fine. change it. or shut the fuck up".
oh life, i get you, what a funny motherfucker you are - i was on my own free run, living that "i do whatever i want to nd there's nothing u can say or do about it" and to all of you lusty suckers, no, it's not about hooking up - it's just about leaving home, going out, getting lost, freaking out and going home whenever i wanted to, without obeying my inner mum teresa to text some people i actually didn't wan to txt. mean bitch huh? i wasn't interested in men at all.
as you can see - it applies to both men and women in almost the same way - if we don't want a relationship then it's because we don't want to be in a relationship with you. think about it the next time when you hear a guy say "i'm not ready for a relationship bla bla i need time bla bla" aaaaah shoot yourself please, move on girl, it's a waste of time if you wait and wait and wait for someone who doesn't want you! they might take you as appetizer, until the main course gets served and you my dear aren't the main course.
we definitely live in another city, with another zip code - zip code venus - but we are from the same planet. but whatever we do, we do it with honesty. if you hurt, then hurt with honesty and not with lies. if you leave, leave in one motion and not halfassed. all or nothing. black or white. that's what sets us apart from fucked up douchebags.
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