#22 inspired post - like herpes from the past

pic/quote by kushandwizdom.tumblr.com

once blinded, twice hurt, three times full of regret and four times more doubtful - five times a reason to get stuck in the past. you carry it with you like herpes, it disappears and resurfaces time after time and more than that you affect your partner - you don't have any bad intentions but you do affect them with your subconcious defence against everything that reminds you of what you once sacrificed and what broke your heart and ego.

there is nothing in this world for your partner to do to take away the pain, the regret, the traumata you went through and that's ok because there are two sides that need to be considered - on one hand it tought you a life lesson, to see with your heart and mind and not go through life with your eyes closed to whats real, to whats right in front of you - but on the other hand it turned down everything beautiful about something so wonderful, so precious. it's unfair at the same time, as you gave away this gift to someone who wasn't worthy at all and now that this person broke you into pieces you talk down this gift like it's your doom. you'd rather cut off your left arm than giving away this gift once more to the right person, just because the wrong person didn't appreciate it - what did they have to contribute what your partner can't? are you that scared or are you just plain blind?

no matter what happened, we all have our own burden to carry with us - if you can't see your partners value , how lucky you should be and that you should never let go of this once in a lifetime chance, no rather you wait for something better to come or have your rescueplan in your pocket in case it fails - then you are indeed blind... blind hearted. take off that blindfold so you can truly love.