▪ love can't be described 100%, love has many faces and facets. there might be many ways to choose, easy ones and hard ones - ups and downs. althought I'm a very laidback person, there are things that drive me nuts and I guess I have the same ability to drive someone else nuts. seriously sometimes I could have bitchslapped him, but at the same time I felt love for him and smiled about his funny ass. this might not be the easy way of getting along with eachother but it's exactly that rollercoaster feeling that makes me feel so alive, more than ever. which made me realize that there is so much more to live for, one moment it goes up and I feel life's easy breeze on my skin, in the next moment it goes doooown and I scream and cry, but after the fall there is a curve in this special amazing rollercoaster which makes me jiggle and laugh and it makes me forget about that hyper fall.
There is something, a strong bond, that keeps you stickin around instead of walking the line of resentment, like you can't be with it but you can't be without it either. It will always be something different in my eyes, I refuse to say it's a hate & love thing, I rather say it's a different kind of love which requires two individuals who are different on the outside - but true at heart as they knew one another a lifetime. if you look into eachothers eyes after a long time and there still remains that instant spark, well then you know what it's about. that would be weird... but isn't life all about weird nice things that happen when u least expect them? ▪ - Sarah Jessica
